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Ma Li An is the name
a 15 years old girl
living in a Dark World
self-proclaimed Unique person .an idiot.crazylittle human being
I have my own world no one could ever imagine .
I painted my colorful life BLACK && RED
So just deal with it
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To all haters !
get lost ! i don't need U here!
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First of all you need to know that this is not your fault, It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault, Problems that I was never able to tell you, Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.
I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright, I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight. I can't take my depressing life anymore, I realize I felt this way too often before.
I now know I'm not needed in this place, Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face. I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know, Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.
My life has no purpose as I can clearly see, No one needs me and everyone hates me I hate this world I live in, I hate how I feel now. I try so hard to be accepted, but I don't know how.
I hate my reputation.. a fat loser.. a slut So I'm ending my life, my wrists I will cut. I want you two to know, that I really do love you, But I hate my life too much, this is the only thing to do.
Suicide's the perfect escape for my problems to go away, I don't think anyone will miss me, anyway. Maybe, somewhere there's someone who loves me But I couldn't find them soon enough so now I must flee.
Maybe, my life's not that bad, maybe this is all in my head. But it's too late to tell me that, by the time you find thid I'll be dead. I'm sorry it has to end this way, I'm sorry if you cry, But I think this world will be better off, If I die..Goodbye.
PS:I'm sorry I had all this depression to hide, If you want to see me, you'll find my body outside.
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the Lolita girl
hello everyone! intoduce my self first :3 My name is Mary Ann.,A.K.A miss lolita..but many people known me as Ma Li An/玛丽安well its my Chinese name i'm currently 15 years old,.My Special Day is on July 5,1994same as xiao yu's b-day.i was born in Cainta,Rizal,.!i Love pink,brown,white and black bcoz its really nice on my sight~!! hehehe. J-pop,k-pop,c-pop addicted of course music loverhaha .really love the sounds of piano leh,
editing fanatic !~can speak zhong wen and nihongo also write !~kana nishino LOver,.i luv to see suicide neh~ maybe i want to do it also *LOL, A certified daydreamer girl lah~ *ahaha*
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Name: Mary Ann | Ma Li An Nick name: mantao user name: miisz_lolita Age: 15 years old Birth day: July 5,1994 horoscope: Cancer location: Philippines,caloocan
First of all you need to know that this is not your fault, It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault, Problems that I was never able to tell you, Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.
I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright, I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight. I can't take my depressing life anymore, I realize I felt this way too often before.
I now know I'm not needed in this place, Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face. I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know, Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.
My life has no purpose as I can clearly see, No one needs me and everyone hates me I hate this world I live in, I hate how I feel now. I try so hard to be accepted, but I don't know how.
I hate my reputation.. a fat loser.. a slut So I'm ending my life, my wrists I will cut. I want you two to know, that I really do love you, But I hate my life too much, this is the only thing to do.
Suicide's the perfect escape for my problems to go away, I don't think anyone will miss me, anyway. Maybe, somewhere there's someone who loves me But I couldn't find them soon enough so now I must flee.
Maybe, my life's not that bad, maybe this is all in my head. But it's too late to tell me that, by the time you find thid I'll be dead. I'm sorry it has to end this way, I'm sorry if you cry, But I think this world will be better off, If I die..Goodbye.
PS:I'm sorry I had all this depression to hide, If you want to see me, you'll find my body outside.
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well,actually this is my last blog i made ;] i have blogon 163,wretch and Decoo but i'm not active there bcoz lazy to post haha163 is a chinese blog its popular in Guang zhou,while wretch is from Taiwan and Decoo is a Japanese Blog
.i planned to make a blog again here in blogger bcoz im so bored at that time.i made this last Dec.5,09. this is my online diary where i put all things happening to me bcoz i'm lazy to write !! haha
i change my domain into www.lolita-princess.tk coz i found out how to change it leh~!
before my blog Domain is http://pinklolitaprincess.blogspot.com too long right?? haha