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Ma Li An is the name
a 15 years old girl
living in a Dark World
self-proclaimed Unique person
.an idiot.crazylittle human being
I have my own world no one could ever imagine .
I painted my colorful life BLACK && RED
So just deal with it

Hate me? Click here.
To all haters !
get lost ! i don't need U here!
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LoLita's CollEction ....
by: miss Lolita
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LoLita's CollEction
Wednesday, December 16, 2009


First of all you need to know that this is not your fault,
It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault,
Problems that I was never able to tell you,
Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.

I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright,
I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight.
I can't take my depressing life anymore,
I realize I felt this way too often before.

I now know I'm not needed in this place,
Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face.
I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know,
Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.

My life has no purpose as I can clearly see,
No one needs me and everyone hates me
I hate this world I live in, I hate how I feel now.
I try so hard to be accepted, but I don't know how.

I hate my reputation.. a fat loser.. a slut
So I'm ending my life, my wrists I will cut.
I want you two to know, that I really do love you,
But I hate my life too much, this is the only thing to do.

Suicide's the perfect escape for my problems to go away,
I don't think anyone will miss me, anyway.
Maybe, somewhere there's someone who loves me
But I couldn't find them soon enough so now I must flee.

Maybe, my life's not that bad, maybe this is all in my head.
But it's too late to tell me that, by the time you find thid I'll be dead.
I'm sorry it has to end this way, I'm sorry if you cry,
But I think this world will be better off, If I die..Goodbye.

PS:I'm sorry I had all this depression to hide,
If you want to see me, you'll find my body outside.

Love miss-lolita 3:18 AM