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Ma Li An is the name
a 15 years old girl
living in a Dark World
self-proclaimed Unique person
.an idiot.crazylittle human being
I have my own world no one could ever imagine .
I painted my colorful life BLACK && RED
So just deal with it

Hate me? Click here.
To all haters !
get lost ! i don't need U here!
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Thursday, January 7, 2010





hwe ~ i'm currently eating can dy *hekhek*

anyway.. yesterday i brought BLADE .. *haha*
but i didn't use it . T_T really coward ..



Love miss-lolita 8:07 PM



short post leh~~~!!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010



duh ! Life was so Boring !
damn ! i hate this kind of life
how i wish i can slash my wrist
or even hang my self ..
the only problem is i am very cowardly
T_T
So stupid girl !


Love miss-lolita 1:11 AM



What are the 6 demons name?
Monday, January 4, 2010


is this is REAL..?


In the film "The Exorcism of Emily Rose"...

1. אני הוא ששוכן בתוך קין. I am the one who dwelt within Cain! (Ani hu sheshokhen betokh Cain.)

2. Ego sum quis habitavit in Nerone. I am one who dwelt within Nero!

3. Mιά φορά κατοίκησε μέσα σε Ιούδας! I dwelt within Judas! (Mia fora katoikese mesa se Ioudas!)

4.Ich war mit Legion. I was with Legion. (Ish var mit Legion.)

5. ܐܢܐ ܒܠܝܐܝܠ. I am Belial. (Ana Belial.)

6. And I am Lucifer, The devil in the flesh.


Love miss-lolita 10:06 PM



feelings...
Sunday, January 3, 2010



i don't know how to end this.
why this world is so cruel to me~?
there's no happiness , there's no hope..
i am afraid to face out the real life
everything wasn't good , everything hasn't freedom

so why i still keep on living?
for what ?
this stupid LIFE must need to end

No one know how i suffered everyday
they just know how to judge me
and keep on judging me
they made my life so miserable !

i will be happy if i die
good luck to me!

Worthless,Hopeless,Lifeless
everything has an end

Love miss-lolita 2:25 AM



hwe~ Late post T_T
Saturday, January 2, 2010


hwe~~ i'm back with a new smile
haha XD

well , as u can see ? theres so many changed here ryt ? XD
what do u think 'bout my new theme?? kinda messy ryt
hekhek :D


"shortpost"

duh .. so Lazy to post post post post = . =

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Love miss-lolita 9:13 PM



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Wednesday, December 16, 2009


I can hear it slowly walk down the hall,
I can hear it softly call.
'Death is coming!' That's what it says.
'It is the end of your days!'

I can't take it anymore!' That's what I scream.
I grab a rope and tie it to a beam.
I slip the rope around my neck, pull it tight,
Then everything goes black like night.

I am dead, I know that now,
And I also found out how.
It was that damn voice's fault!
If it hadn't have told me death was coming, my life wouldn't have come to a halt.

I watch my body dangling there,
I watch it dangling in the air.
I have to admit, I am amused,
This is a very peculiar view.

I leave my family, I don't think they care,
All they can do is stare.
None of them cry,
None question why.

They never really loved me, I felt so alone.
And now I have been left the world to roam.

Love miss-lolita 3:26 AM



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My dreams fall,
my life is shattered,
into the glass of life.

I got the rope,
i have the chair,
now the only thing i need is hope.

Now I sit down
washing my fears away,
re-thinking of what is gonna happen.

Will they miss me,
will they even care,
will they know that I'm even gone?

I know it now,
what i must do,
what lies in store for me,

They never loved me,
they always picked on me,
so why would they care?

now i wipe my tears away,
slicing my wrist,
wincing in pain.

I stand on a chair,
Re-thinking of it all,
Now glad what i am doing.

Putt the rope around my neck,
wipe my tears of fear away,
kicking the chair away.

Now i hang,
my body lifeless,
knowing i have done the right thing.

They never cared,
the ones who did,
never showed emotion.

Now i am somewhere,
where people actually care,
that's why i have done,
.....Suicide.....

Love miss-lolita 3:22 AM